It was suppose to be a beautiful day bcoz to me, everyday is a new day and a happy day... what happened b4 is the past and i don think of it anymore and juz forget it... all the hatred and hard feelings will be gone once i woke up from sleep... but today, my heart was broken into pieces... i saw something which i'm not suppose to... how i wish i will never know what's inside your heart, the truth that hav been buried inside your heart... the truth is so cruel and it always hurts... it hurt me so deeply till the core of my heart... let me continue to misunderstand... maybe i will be happier that way but looks like i can't turn back the time... i saw it and it broke my heart...
can someone juz take my heart away, let me be a living object with no heart so i wouldn't fall in love anymore...
After yamcha then me n thomas went back to Eleven Bistro...most of the ppl already left the place, juz a few close friends are still there and most of them are CRYING~!!! i wonder what happened...
Kinki told me that Derrick's ex bf was here juz now and they quarrel and FIGHT somemore... aiyohhhhh.... shouldnt hav go yamcha, i miss out ALOT~!!! Then kinki story me what happened lo... and ask me to comfort Derrick... i was afraid to comfort him coz i'm afraid i might cry myself... LOL~!!! Derrick suddenly come to me n hug me... he cry till damn bloody teruk... i juz let him cry lo...
As i was sitting down with friends surrounding me, this song was played...最幸福的事 by 梁文音... this song kept repeating as we are talking there... as i listened to this song, i suddenly emo... tears flowing down my cheek... i heard this song b4 but maybe it wasnt the right time when i listen to it so i didnt feel anything at that time...
after finish emo-ing, everybody leave the place and wanna go yamcha... i didnt go yamcha with them and i went home... first thing i did when i went home was ONLINE~!!! hehe... when i signed in msn... i saw 'you'...but that nite u were kinda cold... i didnt really know what happened... maybe bcoz of our conversation earlier when i was in Eleven Bistro? or maybe juz bcoz u are tired... as i was chatting with 'that fella' and my best friend... i was on youtube looking for 最幸福的事 by 梁文音 this song... the mtv really touched me so much that i cried... it was really so touching...
After awhile i saw your msn status was set to away, so i didnt msg u in msn... but i didnt called u twice but u didnt pick up my call... maybe u already in your dreamland coz it's really darn late ad... LOL~!!!
i undertand that some things in life we can't force... juz give it some time and everything will be juz fine...or maybe now isn't the right time... there is one thing that i wanna say deep down from my heart,and that is i really adore u so much... (^_^)
can someone juz take my heart away, let me be a living object with no heart so i wouldn't fall in love anymore...
